You think maybe I'm just so easy that you can come in and out of My Life like you please.
But baby no. Don't you know it takes more to Keep a GIRL Like Me?

2010， 我要让你完美的谢幕。

真不敢相信2010就這麼結束了,如果要把所有感想和經歷寫出來，it's impossible 因為實在太多了。就簡略的描述下吧。今年的確發生了很多事情...這些...該怎麼形容呢..突然想不出任何可以形容我心情的形容詞。嗯..對，發生了很多自己都無法形容的事情。不過很清楚的發現自己比以往理智了，成熟了，雖然到現在也不清楚知道自己以後的路要怎麼走，但我至少懂得該做些什麼會讓以後的路更順暢，也不希望父母為自己操心。更懂得如何珍惜，知足，感恩..還有很多很多我永遠都不會忘記的道理。2010..這年交了很多新朋友，很開心啊you guys are amazing！同時會更珍惜老朋友，能和自己走過一年又一年的老朋友多難得啊！真的好難得。很感激這些在我身邊陪著我的朋友，即使沒有常聯絡即使見面的時候話也沒有很多即使距離很遠即使很少見面/很久沒見—— 只能說一句heart-to-heart在心裡，心裡明白就好。2010..就像海浪般的潮有漲必有落，浪有起必有伏；我得到了很多也失去了不少但漸漸發覺當失去了一些以為可以長久依靠的東西， 開始的時候的確會有難過及割捨的痛苦但發現其中卻隱藏著無限的祝福和機會。日後回首時才驚訝自己成長的痕跡， 是那麽清晰明顯，甚至是令自己滿心喜悅的！很榮欣我的2010沒有太多的悲傷與遺憾因為我看透——“悲傷總會留下一絲歡樂的線索。所有的遺憾總會留下一處完美的角落，” 的道理。

Live Laugh Love , I Heart My Life !!! 

生病日记

終於還是沒有能抵擋住病毒的攻擊，
我既沒有掙扎的力氣，也沒有拒絕的餘地。
這也好，是身體告訴我​​：“該好好休息了。”

Rainy Sunday

Let the rain kiss me. 

Let the rain beat upon my head with silver liquid drops. 

Let the rain sing me a lullaby.
Let the rain wash me out, set me free...

Life

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. 

KEEP IN MIND: Every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.

 


Unfortunately, there can be no doubt that man is, on the whole, less good than he imagines himself or wants to be. Everyone carries a shadow, and the less it is embodied in the individual's conscious life, the blacker and darker it is. If an inferiority is conscious, one always has a chance to correct it.

I'm Back ，我回来了。

我要用我最熟悉的語言寫下這篇日記。Im fking Back!

反反覆覆兜兜轉轉地，終於找回原來的自己了，不再為任何人而活！

做好本分，兼顧好學業工作其它一律順其自然。 =D

那些過去發生的點點滴滴就讓它過去再也不留戀。I'll let it go, and still, I am who I am!!

Let it go, although I know letting go is one of the hardest lesson in life, but I learned how to let things go. I laugh it off, I get upset for a little while, I'm human and I let if go. Keep in mind that letting go isn't the end of the world, it's the beginning of new life. Welcome back my new life <3 br="br">

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只有在心理上有尊重別人的想法，才可能做出尊重別人的行動。
“對不起” 憑不是最好的藉口；
“控制不了”憑不是最好的解釋。

Please respect other while u expect others to respect u.

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hummm....心裡突然有種感觸。那感觸，叫“遺憾。”
有些東西 被破壞了就是破壞了。有了裂痕，又怎能彌補？
還能回到原來嗎？ Don't think so.

 BUT， 遺憾其實也是一種美麗，一種痛苦的美...
正是因為有了這些遺憾，我們才能在慨嘆命運、感悟生活的同時明白人生的真諦。
We'll never cherish what we have until it's gone.

時間﹐流逝。

如果時間不可以改變一切﹐那我們失去的歲月又有甚麽意義？

其實生活的開心與不開心也是在於自己怎樣看待和扮演得好不好...無論怎樣生活還是要繼續跟著時間走。

Time is like a river, u cant touch the same water twice because the flow that has passed will never pass again.

Я втомивс 5/18/2010

善意的谎话不怕说。

不心虚，不惭愧，也许是自私的行为。时间呐，只有您可以改变这一切一切。

"Нехай це скінчиться, будь ласка. Я втомився..."

5/17/2010

適應能力算不錯了，有些事不一樣了就讓它繼續不一樣吧。有意思。Bravo!!

Without accepting the fact that everything changes, we cannot find perfect composure.

接受所谓的不公平。

每當自己想埋怨這世界有多不公平的時候，總會覺得自己太小題大作了，發生在自己身上的事情比起很人來說， 其實是多麼的渺小。
每天打開電視，打開yahoo首頁看見很多不幸的事情，災難，車禍，流感等等的意外喪失了那千千萬萬的人命；那些受害者又能抱怨什麼嗎？
抱怨的確解決不了問題的，反而去接受去面對事實會更好。跌倒了坐在那裡哭泣生氣是沒用的，站起來吧。
现在，發生這樣的事情我還能埋怨什麼呢？我願意接受，這世界本來就是那麼的不公平。我會面對。

看破红尘

oh yeah, im a teenager, i do self taking picture sometimes, i do dream of my mr.right sometimes.
 

Rainy Day...

 I've been weak and I've been strong.  I've been thru the fire and I've been thru the storm.  Try to do right and I know I do wrong.  Just be happy for me when my life is gone.  Cause with no more hurt and no more tears, there will be no more pain and no more fears.  No more people in my face that are not sincere.  So smile for me when I'm no longer here.

人真的很矛盾，忙碌的時候就嫌時間不夠；空閒的時候就嫌沒事做，很無聊……

人真的很矛盾，有人在身邊陪伴，吵吵鬧鬧的時候就嫌煩；到曲盡人散的時候就嫌太寂寞……

人真的很矛盾，很想一直往前闖；但往往忘不了過去，偶爾還會回頭望……

人真的很矛盾，明知道自己活在現實的世界裡，卻不敢面對這現實的社會……

人真的很矛盾。

9月5日2009 ...究竟，少了什么...

9月5日2009 ...究竟，少了什麼...
呵呵 ……

我們，無法用一種方式來釋放自己內心太多太多的無奈，

我們，不知道心裡到底少了什麼，什麼一直缺少著，

卻在聽著某首歌時，我們莫明的有一種不能說出的感覺，

不是傷心，不是在心裡留淚....是連自己都永遠永遠說不清，

找不到解脫的迷題。

我們到底少了什麼，為什麼連我自己都不清楚……

9.1.2009 ... happy...unhappy...

I am not sure that it is of the first importance that I should be happy. Many unhappy ppl has been of deep service to himself and to the world. I am alone in this shell, I see myself left behind n ignore my pain.

8.29.09 Life..Friendships..

Live for those who love me, For those who know me true, For the Heaven that smiles above me, And awaits my coming too; For the cause that lacks resistance, For the future and the distance, And the good that I can do.

Since it has been my lot to find, at every parting of the road, the helping hand of comrade kind to help me with my heavy load, And since I have no gold to give and love alone must make amends, my humble prayer is, while I live ------God, make me worthy of my friends.

To each one of us friendship has a different meaning. For all of us it is a gift. Friendship needs to be cherished and nurtured. It needs to be cultivated on a daily basis. Then shall it germinate and yield its fruit.

8月22日 烧烤...

8月22日 烧烤...
I have so much fun with u guys today ~
good time good time^^ u guys r amazing~ LDU ALL...



在此再次祝gor gor生日快乐！！！Happy Birthday!! LDU!! Hope ur wishesss come true~!!

8月25日2009 最后的晚餐@NYC...

8月25日2009 最后的晚餐@NYC... with Milky, Gorgor,& Wan Wan...


这个晚餐, 对我来说是个很难熬的晚餐...
很舍不得... 感觉聊的话题, 气氛, 都有着一种说不出的悲伤...
悲伤? ? 不是的, 是感动..和感谢.. 感动大家为我做的, 感谢大家都对我那么好,感动...感谢... 谢谢你们 ... LDU ALL ...

这切，为我的暑假假期多加了一点色彩~^^~
谢谢你们 !! LDU ALL !!

8月12日

时间是最好的良药，随着时间的推移，一切都不再如最初那么刻骨铭 心，调整好心态，生命短暂，青春有限，不会有太多的时间去等待 去追忆去痛苦，平常心面对一切，将会有更多的精力面对未来...

Hershey PaRK 7.23.09

7.16.2009 VAcaMAS Camp

July 16 2009... Trip to Vacamas...
The trip was fun... haha, well, the place is amazing and we did a lot of fun activities. I enjoyed spending my day in the nature with all the plants n fresh air.
But, I think it's lame becuz it's too HOT n SUNNY out there!!! ahhh... winter i miss u <3



It's a  long '2 HOURS' ride to Vacamas from our city!!! But i had a fun ride in the bus tho... for the fact that i never stay in my seat ..wahahah..

OMG... I WILL NEVER EVER GOING TO DO THIS AGAIN...NO MORE WALL CLIMBING FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE!! THIS IS SO SCARY!! MY ARMS, BACK, AND FOOT 'HURT' SO 'BAD' AFTERWARD... IT'S  NOT FUN,SERIOUSLY... T^T

OUCHHH...i can feel my pain still.. T^T