看破红尘

oh yeah, im a teenager, i do self taking picture sometimes, i do dream of my mr.right sometimes.
 

Rainy Day...

 I've been weak and I've been strong.  I've been thru the fire and I've been thru the storm.  Try to do right and I know I do wrong.  Just be happy for me when my life is gone.  Cause with no more hurt and no more tears, there will be no more pain and no more fears.  No more people in my face that are not sincere.  So smile for me when I'm no longer here.

人真的很矛盾，忙碌的時候就嫌時間不夠；空閒的時候就嫌沒事做，很無聊……

人真的很矛盾，有人在身邊陪伴，吵吵鬧鬧的時候就嫌煩；到曲盡人散的時候就嫌太寂寞……

人真的很矛盾，很想一直往前闖；但往往忘不了過去，偶爾還會回頭望……

人真的很矛盾，明知道自己活在現實的世界裡，卻不敢面對這現實的社會……

人真的很矛盾。

9月5日2009 ...究竟，少了什么...

9月5日2009 ...究竟，少了什麼...
呵呵 ……

我們，無法用一種方式來釋放自己內心太多太多的無奈，

我們，不知道心裡到底少了什麼，什麼一直缺少著，

卻在聽著某首歌時，我們莫明的有一種不能說出的感覺，

不是傷心，不是在心裡留淚....是連自己都永遠永遠說不清，

找不到解脫的迷題。

我們到底少了什麼，為什麼連我自己都不清楚……

9.1.2009 ... happy...unhappy...

I am not sure that it is of the first importance that I should be happy. Many unhappy ppl has been of deep service to himself and to the world. I am alone in this shell, I see myself left behind n ignore my pain.

8.29.09 Life..Friendships..

Live for those who love me, For those who know me true, For the Heaven that smiles above me, And awaits my coming too; For the cause that lacks resistance, For the future and the distance, And the good that I can do.

Since it has been my lot to find, at every parting of the road, the helping hand of comrade kind to help me with my heavy load, And since I have no gold to give and love alone must make amends, my humble prayer is, while I live ------God, make me worthy of my friends.

To each one of us friendship has a different meaning. For all of us it is a gift. Friendship needs to be cherished and nurtured. It needs to be cultivated on a daily basis. Then shall it germinate and yield its fruit.

8月22日 烧烤...

8月22日 烧烤...
I have so much fun with u guys today ~
good time good time^^ u guys r amazing~ LDU ALL...



在此再次祝gor gor生日快乐！！！Happy Birthday!! LDU!! Hope ur wishesss come true~!!

8月25日2009 最后的晚餐@NYC...

8月25日2009 最后的晚餐@NYC... with Milky, Gorgor,& Wan Wan...


这个晚餐, 对我来说是个很难熬的晚餐...
很舍不得... 感觉聊的话题, 气氛, 都有着一种说不出的悲伤...
悲伤? ? 不是的, 是感动..和感谢.. 感动大家为我做的, 感谢大家都对我那么好,感动...感谢... 谢谢你们 ... LDU ALL ...

这切，为我的暑假假期多加了一点色彩~^^~
谢谢你们 !! LDU ALL !!

8月12日

时间是最好的良药，随着时间的推移，一切都不再如最初那么刻骨铭 心，调整好心态，生命短暂，青春有限，不会有太多的时间去等待 去追忆去痛苦，平常心面对一切，将会有更多的精力面对未来...

Hershey PaRK 7.23.09

7.16.2009 VAcaMAS Camp

July 16 2009... Trip to Vacamas...
The trip was fun... haha, well, the place is amazing and we did a lot of fun activities. I enjoyed spending my day in the nature with all the plants n fresh air.
But, I think it's lame becuz it's too HOT n SUNNY out there!!! ahhh... winter i miss u <3



It's a  long '2 HOURS' ride to Vacamas from our city!!! But i had a fun ride in the bus tho... for the fact that i never stay in my seat ..wahahah..

OMG... I WILL NEVER EVER GOING TO DO THIS AGAIN...NO MORE WALL CLIMBING FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE!! THIS IS SO SCARY!! MY ARMS, BACK, AND FOOT 'HURT' SO 'BAD' AFTERWARD... IT'S  NOT FUN,SERIOUSLY... T^T

OUCHHH...i can feel my pain still.. T^T

BEING MYSELF

All my life I had been looking for something, and everywhere I turned someone tried to tell me what it was. I accepted their answers too, though they were often in contradiction and even self-contradictory. I was naïve. I was looking for myself and asking everyone except myself questions which I, and only I, could answer. It took me a long time and much painful boomeranging of my expectations to achieve a realization everyone else appears to have been born with: that I am nobody but myself. Beauty always promises, but never gives anything.


HAHA , MY OLD PICTURES...FROM 2007 DECEMBER I THINK...oh damn so young!

First week of College Bound

First Day at CCC ~ !! I like this college~

ayy... first day~









my natural environmentalism sample work focusing~ XD lol

A visit to Country side Resturant 6/21

Oh well... Last night, I actually went to sleep at 5:00a.m 6/21 , then woke up early in the morning But overall I think it's worth to sacrifice my beauty sleep. This restaurant is amazing.




another side of the restaurant is a gift store, omg.. I think the most attractive section of the store is the Candy  lol cuz 'MEEE LIKEYYY CANDYY...' lmao...






这些糖果，不用两天就肯定被我吃光了。